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Heart Broken

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Heart Broken



She sat there, staring. The picture wasn't disappearing; it had to be real then. She responded to his question positively; the little smiley-face in front a fake. She didn't want to hurt him…she could never hurt him.

His image darkened, he'd logged off. She went back to the picture that was still up in her browser. Her vision blurred slightly, she couldn't believe it. He was having a child with another woman. She had believed everything he'd told her, too.

God, she felt like a fool.

She wanted to scream, to cry, to beat the shit out of anything and everything, but what was the point? It wouldn't change anything.

She would still feel empty.

She thought of everything they'd shared together. Of everything they had in common. Of everything that had made them meet in the first place.

She closed her eyes in pain. She couldn't think about him, it hurt too much.

He'd been the only one to ever truly have her heart.

A tear escaped and her body shook in silent sobs. She wouldn't cry over him, she couldn't. But no matter what she thought, the tears kept coming.

With each tear came a fresh wave of pain. She had thought she'd been through pain before: there was nothing to compare to her mom being forced to leave them, but this…this hurt differently, it hurt worse.

She felt what was left of herself fracture slowly, bit by bit.

And in a moment that only made her, her, she wondered if this was how an
iceberg felt as it melted inch by inch.

A watery chuckle escaped at her momentary lapse in sanity.

And with that same sound she knew that her heart may never fully heal but she would live, no matter how long it took her to get better.
Heartbreak- everyone's been through it but no matter what it still hurts.

...I just needed to write something...

Written while listening to Seven Days of Lonely by I Nine
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